Sonnenhalde meeting!
Yesterday we have set up everything and it was really great! I'm Tanya, and Thomas Sigi taken at 15.00 clock in the main hall in reception and then we all take the train down to Dani. Thomas, I would have hardly recognized with his short hair, but Tanya and Sigi have not changed size. In the beginning a certain threshold was because we have yet never seen outside the hospital, but was then overcome quickly. Sigi is the only one but still in hospital (now in Bern), but only for a month, then they made it. Dani picked us up at the station and then went to Staffelbach. Dani and her family have a beautiful house in the English country style, just as I would like my house too. So we sat in the garden first, and let time pass in the Klnik Revue. What we have laughed and Thomas said it well when he said that at first would have to stay in Kuckusnest to get to know. But it has done us all good and it was nice to see that all was again put on their feet again and have a foothold in life. It was really a very nice evening and all enjoyed it. The next meeting is now on 4 November at the hostess and I will be.
Sunday, September 17, 2000
Wednesday, September 13, 2000
Used Conveyor Ovens For Sub Sandwiches
limits
Wednesday since the Saturday I get each day's new on my limits. Every day is a struggle with my depression that creeps in common, and ran with renewed force at me! But I fight. Was the carefree time is very short, but I do not want to be ungrateful, for the past 9 years I had my first one back! Just do not give up and not lose sight of my goal. On Saturday we will meet all of our New Story from the sun, slope, we spent a very nice time together stationary. This sounds funny now, how can you spend in a psychiatric hospital a good time? But it was indeed so, since it is a small private clinic, beautifully located in Riehen and I really really good luck had to meet some great people. For the first time I experienced what it's like to be loved as I am. No adjustments, no hypocrisy! I am looking forward to this Saturday and it keeps me going at the moment. I hope I can fill up a bit of strength there again!
Wednesday since the Saturday I get each day's new on my limits. Every day is a struggle with my depression that creeps in common, and ran with renewed force at me! But I fight. Was the carefree time is very short, but I do not want to be ungrateful, for the past 9 years I had my first one back! Just do not give up and not lose sight of my goal. On Saturday we will meet all of our New Story from the sun, slope, we spent a very nice time together stationary. This sounds funny now, how can you spend in a psychiatric hospital a good time? But it was indeed so, since it is a small private clinic, beautifully located in Riehen and I really really good luck had to meet some great people. For the first time I experienced what it's like to be loved as I am. No adjustments, no hypocrisy! I am looking forward to this Saturday and it keeps me going at the moment. I hope I can fill up a bit of strength there again!
Sunday, September 10, 2000
Bank Of Head And Neck Tingling
sadness
On Saturday and today I'm once again surrounded by an inner sadness that I do not know where it comes from. But it takes much force you not to yield. Do not just lie in bed and hang on the serious thought to. I made an effort not to let Gerd suffer to some extent succeeded to me. While he has noticed that something is wrong with me and was very kind, but by that I do not just put in a corner apathetic back, he came it ran at me. This would indeed be an improvement on earlier, in such moments where I could only cry and pulled me so back that a talk with me was impossible. What is bothering me the most is that I do not know what causes sadness. She's just suddenly there and seems to me to roll over. Well, tomorrow we would have again Monday and I may again be tormented by the Colleagues without letting me say something. What a life! Actually, yes I wanted
On Saturday and today I'm once again surrounded by an inner sadness that I do not know where it comes from. But it takes much force you not to yield. Do not just lie in bed and hang on the serious thought to. I made an effort not to let Gerd suffer to some extent succeeded to me. While he has noticed that something is wrong with me and was very kind, but by that I do not just put in a corner apathetic back, he came it ran at me. This would indeed be an improvement on earlier, in such moments where I could only cry and pulled me so back that a talk with me was impossible. What is bothering me the most is that I do not know what causes sadness. She's just suddenly there and seems to me to roll over. Well, tomorrow we would have again Monday and I may again be tormented by the Colleagues without letting me say something. What a life! Actually, yes I wanted
Sunday, September 3, 2000
Chef Choice 130 Canada
anger
to bed because I'm so tired. Today I worked all day in the apartment, the animals placed in new, ironed linen, furniture etc. moved .. But the result is very nice and so I thought I am going quickly to the depression forum to to see what's new. I would have left it better! Since one has done such a stupid post that I would like to scream. On the one hand I'm annoyed that I was provoked by someone like that leave, on the other hand, I just can not understand why people have to be so hurtful. This forum is really intended for people who have problems and seek help. People who have it hard enough in their lives, why do you connect to these fragile souls still around? I think it's people like Chris can not even aware of what they do with their comments. I should not upset me, because they are not worth it and still employs me and I feel attacked and injured. Now I will probably have to again count on a sleepless night because my thoughts do not leave off ... I need to learn still so much!
to bed because I'm so tired. Today I worked all day in the apartment, the animals placed in new, ironed linen, furniture etc. moved .. But the result is very nice and so I thought I am going quickly to the depression forum to to see what's new. I would have left it better! Since one has done such a stupid post that I would like to scream. On the one hand I'm annoyed that I was provoked by someone like that leave, on the other hand, I just can not understand why people have to be so hurtful. This forum is really intended for people who have problems and seek help. People who have it hard enough in their lives, why do you connect to these fragile souls still around? I think it's people like Chris can not even aware of what they do with their comments. I should not upset me, because they are not worth it and still employs me and I feel attacked and injured. Now I will probably have to again count on a sleepless night because my thoughts do not leave off ... I need to learn still so much!
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