Thursday, December 24, 2009

Chenille Fringe Tangled

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All the best! Tina

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Very Small Canning Jars

antropaia @ 2009-11-17T14: 05:00

† It is difficult to find happiness in ourselves, and it is quite impossible to find it elsewhere.
[Nicolas Chamfort]


It is strange. Yesterday I read all my poems and stories by and was shocked easily. There was no joy, no happiness to finden.Meine words are full of sadness, despair, anger and fear. Of course, now my life is not wrapped in cotton wool and offers an abundance of happiness, but it's not that I did not experience beautiful moments.

ruled Why the negative so much? Why is it so in my mind fixed and replaced all others? Am I so weak? So eager to be unhappy? Things

self, make my heart beat faster, I deny. And it also violates other.

I'm happy. I (who have loved me really) one goal in mind, a place (and still do not have a bad), have friends and I was even allowed to know the love again. And this time they will even reply (it's wrong is, sometimes an open question).

My life may be more difficult than from others. But there are lives that are much more complicated and inhuman.

I hate my own father. But there are fathers who deserve it more safely.
I hate this company. But there are people who need to carry larger loads.
I feel lonely. But I have it anyway. He still belongs to me. I may still be in his arms. And I would not be the first with a broken heart. Others have also been living.
I have no strength left. And yet I can get up and go on living. Others give up.

It hurts everything. The tears flow. But the is life. So why? Why I'm not going to positive thoughts?

Is it fear? The higher you soar, the deeper you fall. If I let luck, I'll get to feel the pain more clearly. I fear pain, loneliness and losing what I have at heart.

So I let the good not really ran at me.



Monday, November 9, 2009

How Long Should A Kidney Stone Be In The Ureter

Dear Albert ... Dear

† Some subjects are so serious that you can do about it only joking.
[Niels Bohr]




Albert Camus wrote again:

[If you instructing me to write a book about morality, it would require a hundred pages ninety-nine empty. would write on the last page but I, "I only recognize a duty and the means to love"]




Haha. If he had known me.

Wedding Ship Melbourne

mind ...






Apparently it goes downhill with me. I fight I already transcendent beings.





What Does Terkoiz Use To Make Hisanimations

Dear God ...

Everyone makes mistakes. Such is life. But there is never a mistake to love.
[Romain Rolland]


Where exactly is your problem? I was always a good person. A good girl. Of course I lied and made mistakes, but who does not? I always tried these little trucks to make amends. I was there for people when they needed me. I helped the old lady across the street. I kept my rowdy classmates on the door, even if they do not even noticed it. I listened to my mother, I raised my brother, I went to school and took the matter seriously. Yes, I even prayed. Not to fulfill my desires, no, I asked for forgiveness, for forgiveness.

And you know how innocent and naive I am. You know that I am a big dreamer. For the immanent world I've always denied it, the faith of the prince on the white horse. But you know it, I still believe it! While most girls my age, my friends, my neighborhood had already lost their innocence, I was still dreaming about my first kiss. And I believed in him! I believed it to kiss someone I love who loves me. I believed in the perfection of my first kiss! Because of this and the only reason why I've been waiting so long ...

What are you playing a sick game with me? Dear God, eternity so boring? A pastime for you, a test for me? As can be seen just as a good man falls on hard times the muzzle? I've tried very hard to me to be not human? You gave me my prince, my perfection of a first kiss and love. I believe that love is the purest of all feelings. No ... I believed it.

Did you just test me and see if I still remain a good person? Whether I manage my feelings to overshadow and instead continue to step through the upright life? Then forgive me, for I am fallen. This was to much. You forget that I'm only human.

Or have not you forget it? Did you know that I will fall? Did you know that I fall? Then Go to hell, God! It does hurt that is doomed! And these disfiguring scar now remains for ever ...

If that was your way to make me more human, know one thing:

God, you are inhuman!

I'm going to love this as a basis. It may not be pure, they may not be perfect and he does not like the prince on the white his horse. But you know what? I liked everything black horses anyway. And listen to me carefully. I may have fallen, but I will stand up and be a good person. But my love I will not give up! This contradicts himself? Maybe, but I do not care. I will stumble, fall, buck, crawl, but I still move on. I will cry to whimper in pain, curse, cry and I smile anyway!

What I do may well be wrong, but your games are just plain disgusting.

I do not agree with you by, but as me as a man (yes, I've realized. I am also a human being) nothing other choice, I let myself into it.

Have fun watching, that is funny. You will find me not long forgotten.

Still ... Thank you.






Wednesday, November 4, 2009

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Hey, I was Hitler in my previous life? Otherwise I can not explain this punishment.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Veneers For Teeth Cost In Singapore

Mirror, mirror ...

people are sad creatures.
(NGE)



[If the only stories? Poems? Or I Mirror brutal against my thoughts? Because of creative ... those are my boss personal facts. My reality. My life. A mirror ...]


Sin in love

"Nothing is so virtuous and sinful as love.
From the most heartless people makes a lover.
From the pure conscience of a sinner.
No other life can this. "

© Cassidy

The wind rustling gently through the trees in this fresh August night. The city was asleep, for it was long after midnight. Only the two did not sleep. They chatted about everything and anything left out. It was one of those pointless but nice conversation between two friends. So normal, so harmless that she was thinking of nothing as they moved closer due to the cold. He was familiar to her, they became friends. She talked like a waterfall what they usually did when they were feeling well. But as his fingers gently stroked her hand back, she stopped abruptly. In this moment they met, what it means when the head is swept completely empty. She did not move and felt his touch still burning on her skin. Like a small flame that drove the cold of her. When he gently stroked her cheek but she found her voice again.

"What are you doing?"

Instead of a reply, she felt as he lifted her chin slightly and turned her face to him. As if in slow motion, she saw his Face coming closer. The so-familiar face. She stopped just before their lips met each other. Something in her mind protested, but his warm breath on her lips, had to not think clearly. She gave herself a shake and sank for a few moments of eternity, their first kiss. His soft lips made sure that her head a second time that night was completely empty ...

But when they broke away from him, broke the spell. Reality caught up with her.

"You have a girlfriend ..."
"I know."

...
"I make no mistakes. I always do the right thing. How I am. But if I do something wrong, then I do it right wrong ... "
© Cassidy

If the soul was a man's existence, his whole being, a mirror, would have broken her. She was a good person. A big dreamer and believed in the goodness of man, in love and truth. They were also getting their goals in life. Being a good, kind, honest person. That was her mirror image. The reflection that perceived the world, but this level was broken. He played no role. She had to do something about it they knew it was wrong. She lost herself, but at that moment was not important. She had him so outrageously that might be.
luck. Pure luck. That was the feeling that she heard in his presence. When he played with her hand, so loving, her heart was racing and threatened to leap after deal. When he touched it felt so natural and yet so special about that they never had enough of it. His glance took away her breath, so they had to look away every time not at risk due to the lack of oxygen to lose consciousness. And his lips ... to think they do not even want to, because they else feared to lose his mind.

"And I do not want the world to see me
Cause I do not think that they'd understand When everything's
made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am"

© Iris by googoodolls

Time passed quickly, and both knew the end was approaching. No man is able to do something bad in the long run, if their conscience cries out loud. Eventually the noise in my head is unbearable. Even happiness is through this unbearable screech distributed. It just happened. A silent agreement of the two friends. Because only they would remain. Friends. He loved his girlfriend. She had always known. But what good is a need to know this world if you love?

When I sit next to him, I do not know if I should be happy because we are still friends or if I should cry because we are just friends ... "
© Cassidy

But she kept their feelings to himself. She tried not to win him to lead him into temptation. Slowly she gathered up the pieces of her mirror image, even if she cut her several times on the sharp edges. She laughed with him, they led meaningless conversations and hidden their bleeding wounds in front of him and the rest of the world. He was happy with his life, so she smiled too. Slowly, she built the mirror back together, even if the cracks were still.

For those who would commit sin repentance has to bear.

[What is this? Fraud is a. .. Everything! Fraud! I'm cheating! Deceive him! You! All!]



Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Sufix Versus Power Pro

The nature of man ...

† † homo homini lupus
[Thomas Hobbes ]





" How selfish soever man may be supposed, there are evidently some principles in his nature, which interest him in the fortune of others, and render their happiness necessary to him, though he derives nothing from it, except the pleasure of seeing it."

(Smith 1937 [1759]:9)



Toll.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

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While the rain pattered gently on us ...

† " Ein Traum ist eine Frage und keine Antwort" †
Strephon K. Williams

It's funny what you dare to dream many a night. Normally I let this night go by my illusions; too low I guess their meaning. But this dream is now me no rest. A fragment is embedded in my mind and clings tightly. It is painful but still makes me smile when I think of the symbolism of this night shadow. Almost childlike, naive do these.

I remember as already mentioned, only a fragment this dream. What was before or after does not matter. If only stuck with this one little part, then the rest was not important and it is not worth my wasting my thoughts on it.

There were dolls. Made similar as those who had given me for my birthday Aurora. But there were two dolls, which I should be up and represent. still twitch my mouth up when I think about what these dolls-what-we were wearing. They were were wearing the suits of Noir, the Kirika and Chloe shortly before the final ceremony. This tight little dress uniform similar, I like the yellow of Kirika, your sky blue. And a new image: And just from the anime who gives me all the next, the anime, which gave us only brought together at the Palace. An image of serenity and the little lady back to back and yet they look at each other. This position, precisely this just you and me, instead of the royal maidens.

Childish. Insignificant. Unforgettable.

May it be just dolls, they mean more to me than anyone can imagine. My soul has tricked me into Hotaru and their faces. My soul is in these dolls, which I like a little child protect from the violence of a father before I can not protect me. Now I have placed you in the form of a doll. I'm too confused at the moment to interpret it correctly. I also wanted to protect you? Or you only know me near?

Clothes ... A symbol of the bond that connects the true Noir. They are a whole. You can only exist together. If it is not the dummy form, so the clothes with which I an inseparable connection between you and me have created.

The picture of Usagi and Chibi-Usa has a deeper meaning for me. Harmony, understanding, love. Yes, things that I found in your Presence (if one may call the Internet presence) have from time to time to exercise.

And now I cry and smile. How stupid and foolish of me to dream something like that. How self-centered to make a tape to bind up to me. How naive to find harmony in our relationship without consent.

Oh I know it's better. Delete me from your life and it would not be empty. Delete me from your memories and it would lack nothing.

No why this dream! As if the desire to not help you enough hidden within me. But how could I help you? My existence is void in your eyes. I feel now and then. How can help you have a shadow. How hopeless my hope. How deceptive my efforts. How my childish dreams.

What remains a desire is still with you in the rain.


Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Blood In My Flem, Hurts To Swallow

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So now do I have to sometimes short. First I must say that I'm sorry, I have come to read in the last time, and comment. Somehow pass the vacations, just very, very fast and I have come to nothing. The next day I go to my grandma to visit and there will have no Internet. Then (Saturday evening / night I come home again) I will definitely sit down again and read your posts and comments, please me already totally on it, I'm up to now only really did not happen ... :.. (

Monday, March 23, 2009

How Write Well Wishes

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was a girl one [...]"
(Super Chicks)

.. . because it usually regretted later.
... because it not only for others, but for oneself.
... because doing nothing is also something, but rather something reprehensible.
... because thereby demonstrating strength.
... because we should resist this question.
... because it brings back then and is no longer plagued with this issue. First there is done, it does not matter whether it makes sense.
... expect because the others that you do not do it.
... up because the question tormenting and that means it is important that you make.
... because you are you.



Wednesday, March 11, 2009

When Do Serena And Darien Start Dating?

Thomas Würzburg

done I have it really well again to nem concert by Thomas and the boys The concert in Würzburg for me was very different from the concert in December in Nuremberg, I set off by 13 clock in Nuremberg, in between filling up, lunch etc . Was then (there was actually relatively ne filthy disco, but given the small size ne very good and cozy little atmosphere) at 14.30 clock in the car park at the hall. I was not with so many concerts, I also know quite a few people who as regular meetings and it was there before me Only then 5-6 people. But if you do there for hours in front of the hall is yes then you talk. We have quite a while been standing outside the hall, in between times and walked by Sebastian René, later Thomas. Shortly after 19 clock we finally got into the hall, as was the bed and then release Gedrücke. Must say it really annoys me that there antanzen people total at quarter to seven and then quite fun at people who want to stand there for hours vorbeidrängeln. Thanks to the assertive Securities I still ended up in the front row, because through me were still behind me first and let no one left to stop the boulder.

I stood in the front row a little left, actually in front of Sebastian, right where I wanted to go :)... After a another hour of waiting (now his feet have started slowly to beg for relief), then came the opening act "Marnie". Quite honestly, so please correct me, that did not correct the band (especially on the Lord Drums:)) I liked it, but the singer is not really my case. After another half an eternity finally we went off. I was a bit overwhelmed bit how close I was then suddenly low down (in Nuremberg I was standing on the balcony). Photos I've really not made that many, but here are a few that are reasonably become something ...



Once Tom at one of his Announcements between songs (which vary considerably shorter now than in December, I know many have so desired, I liked it but actually quite happy that he has spoken so much and habs missed a bit), while in the second photo, Tom sing (I think because I need not describe much, as you know yourself as a the thrills) and on the third picture Tom at the end (to stop so he really wants to actually never again quite touched by the applause and the enthusiasm of many) ...



... an overview of the stage (as best they could go to get the whole stage on it I was then too close ... :)) And once Sebastian, René and Bonny ...



... the best pics I got from Sebastian:), so I stood in front of it :)... Once he saw that I'm doing grad a picture of him and even n posing little, unfortunately, the image is blurred and you total knowledge can not really (which is now not there) ... I must say I like better than Sebastian, is a total super guy and always patient and kind with no end and is happy if anyone even interested in him and the band shows.



... here are a few Photos as it was over, unfortunately, then again, somehow I got the beat as if it were passed before the real time in flight. The concert has pleased me very very very good ... The new songs I like very much (especially explosion) even if, or perhaps precisely because it s little more rock, was there singing along not only as true as I had not yet soo often heard, and therefore not quite text sure. But well worth the self itself is Mr Godoj is yes, sometimes not quite as secure as many songs for now so started * lol *... Thought that was so sweet as he sat there, thunderous applause (the mood I was actually from the beginning very well, no idea what some thought that there were really poor anyway, because I not so the comparison) and he shook his head and said that we should stop now, or he forgets the text again, looking over to René, who is laughing almost cheer floor ...

The concert was really another very special experience, is unfortunately to no longer proceed further from this tour, but I enjoyed it very much. This time's it just different because I was much closer to the concert itself, and also much better to participate, etc. could sing, but after this time the band and then Thomas came quickly back out and gave autographs. I have the photos with Thomas and Sebastian have it signed. Thomas was kind of confused / annoyed (no idea why, was somehow in the Moment so my impression really get it did I not, I'm in Nuremberg get the picture with him and have me as even an autograph fetched because I the other measures can have and now I have my short the photo to sign it and have it immediately for the other people made room for, well, no matter). turn have come

At Sebastian's it less difficult because drangedrängelt where not so many people. 'm Back to the fence and I am employed by the people standing with him and then when I've had to front him the photograph put off. His reaction was totally sweet, he looks at the photo, smiles, looks at me, I grinned, he asks me for my name and then returned the signed photo back.

Bin then made to set off shortly before midnight and happy with a big smile in Würzburg and have me on the way home. Meanwhile, it was pouring with rain and the ride is not quite so great. 'm Still went out briefly at Ner service area and have me what to eat and drink purchased and then I drove home. Shortly after one o'clock I was at home. So I must first apologize

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

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... and tear up the flames.

"The most grievous torments are those which can free themselves created."
(King Oedipus, 1230f / The Servant)


What truth!

Was it me clear from the beginning. Even as he gently turned my face around me stealing my first kiss, it screamed in me: No!

How many times have I heard stories about the power of emotions, rarely have I really believed it. Can the mind, morality that have been built up for years to decompose in less than a minute to dust? Why a tender touch the protective wall, the distance can be born of my caution to overcome so quickly? Why I was - and still am - so weak?

hope. Trust. Love. What value do these things already? But ignorance is the greatest weakness of mankind. Instead of seeing the truth, we hope. I was hoping I could I trust him, love him. be loved.

hope is a veil that the gods have an excessive amount sprinkled with glitter. The reality is distorted, the painful Truth be covered and the sparkle of fine glitter dust illuminated only the moments that are able to consolidate the veil.

short,

hope is a lie

A very unstable lie. Often reaches only a gesture, a word and the veil tears. What remains are the torments of knowledge. I would have preferred to be ignorant, I could content myself to hate him. But I knew and I lied. My knowledge frees him of his guilt. What remains is my fault. My agony.

I'm open Poor running into the knife. I just fell in with starting the fires of hell. With every touch I've pulled out a feather of my wings to fall only to end up.

I hate myself for all these things I did with the certainty that it is wrong. I hate that I watched the veil, smiling as he played in the wind. I hate that I had not rubbed the glitter in my eyes. I hate that I was weak, every time when I met his gaze.

I hate myself for it.

The troubles are not even approximately meet. They just rob me breathless. Me drive the tears in his eyes. Allow me to choke you. You crush me, they take my power.

But they should burn me! Any sin should fall together with me to dust.

But perhaps it would only run.



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head held against the hell ...

"[...] Finally, I have no feelings for them. "†

It hurts so much.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

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propaganda and the mass ...


There are many words that are so empty that you can hold entire nations trapped.
(Stanislaw Jerzy Lec)


stand alone

See the people, follow them!
As the flag follows the wind. Want
but surely win?
man you refuse? Get out!

Do it as the water drops,
The united in the sea.
Can the power of the mass then draw, draw
will never be in the void!

But, oh man, remember at all,
If the decision is mass
must not be right and not true, because their
truth is only an alley. If you

flows along the river,
Will seep over time.
Want to be, then call it a no longer
Be ready to leave.

When the last opinion falls
me You go out the world.

© Antropaia

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

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Forgotten words ...


† Life is tough, but I'm harder †




Only some old notes from my space.

When I would stand at the window ...

... and new items in the house that I call my life.
already strange to see it. words and actions do not hurt me for a while. And that's what scares me Sun May sound odd to others but I'm worried about the little crybaby in me is gone. It just makes me afraid that I do not care. My life is for me a little dramatic play. I look at it and can forget the next moment. But there's no ... it hurts but I distance myself so far away that it did not quite true. Since my father with this company, I turned off my emotions, all of which I dreamed, and what I hoped I had been extinguished. Why? Because I do not want to die after all. When a person has dreams and hopes and they are regarded with such a derogatory or contempt or even ignored when it is unable to remain dreams and those hopes came with feet, then man has no power to live longer. It was about a year after he opened the company. Since I still have them, those dreams and those hopes and the pain was too great. I thought my life would be meaningless without her, I wanted to give up. Something in me stirred, however, and did not let that happen. So I do not put out of my life, but only that which involves my life dreams and hopes. Since then, I look through the window in, I do not care. What is happening in this house I care not, I'm waiting. I'm waiting just gone out that the girl is in this house, far. And then maybe I will return to her again and together we will our hopes and dreams are back. But now? Now everything must remain Sun I'll be watching day in and day out this girl as she endures, as does all it tells her. From time to time but is stirring something and then I scream inside the house in: It will not work! Sometimes I can not help but sink into tears when I see them as how they spend hours staring at the ceiling. It just does not matter more powerful, it is everything. But this is understandable, an empty shell without a soul has no power. She was once a man was crying and laughing heartily, she had energy and often too much. Now she has no soul, it is a lifeless body the pain endures. She listens to her mother when she reveals her pain and keeps them from the harassment of her father. And me? I only watch and wait outside the window of my own life ..





hope and despair are close together ...

Am I a bad person? Am I to blame if I am treated differently than I would like to see? I do not understand ... I just can not i my head. What does he want? Will he change us? Does he want that we do only what he wants? Or maybe he really spins by slowly? He drinks, not overly much, but he drinks. Alone, he had never done before. Therefore, he flips out reason? Or is it the nerves ... But why? No one forces him to make this work. Mom and I were on the first place. On the surface, he says that he does it only for the family and all believe him. But he does not make it for the family, he wants it. HE WILL. Point. Off. No discussions. He has always been a dreamer. He wants to be big and important, therefore, must have its own company produces. No matter what it costs. And we? To us he misses his anger. He shows his strength. He's the boss .... That he is able with his bare fist Doors had to smash so I already understood. From the first time, but what the whole thing? What does he want to achieve? I'm like a dog, so you shall also live like dogs .... yes but why? What we have done to him? If he was unemployed, there were never allegations. And he had a job. Why he lives like a dog if it could be otherwise. He wants to be the king. When he comes home we want to kindly with happy faces at the door and wait. When he is home, we have to act kindly as he wants. Rules? No, if he comes home we should tolerate everything. He runs away again yes ... But what he thinks how long has this yet? Well mommy can not take much. With her language skills she alone is not far. But he does but I was growing, but he realizes that I do not like it used to go to my room and my ears. Where it will lead? He will end up alone and I feel not a little compassion. He will pass away yet. I'm concerned he should be drinking all the problems, drowning in alcohol and are best himself with it. But he will let us live.

The doors were now 3 and living room furniture which he has zerdeppert ... what he thinks when he does that? Why he harassed us so much? What did he know about it?

I hate these situations where I'm just giving me doing what. He is to me what to do! If he knocks down the furniture, each just shrugs his shoulders and says he was just a little angry. But I was trembling all over, not out of fear but simply because I can not cover these situations. When I stand there and it shakes me, is that ok? Just because he is angry? If there were at least a valid reason for his anger .... I would understand it, yes. I can understand it somehow, but so? I'm afraid, afraid of what would happen when he comes back at the end of the week. But I really do not know What are I'm afraid. That he destroyed more of what we have saved ourselves a tedious? No ... That he does to me what? No, I am waiting for finally giving me a reason to call the police to deliver. It is simply this situation I do not want. His eyes when he looks around frantically looking for things and to destroy them. His voice, cold and merciless when it penetrates into every fiber of my body and re-echoes ... so strong that I can not suppress the tremor. I will not tolerate these things.

accumulates within me something and I do not know what ... Am I angry? Or sad? Desperate? Or just the end? The Tears make it difficult to breathe. A lump in my throat and they load> on my chest. \u0026lt;But I can not cry. I may not know, if I ever lose control I will not be able to stop.

Anyway, this week we go to get the divorce papers. But even that is a problem. It costs us and where? We have no one. He will not let us live, he makes us live to cave once the papers are there. But something must be done. I will take that first step to this last battle to fight. Hopefully I'm over
all without psychological damage. And, in my humble self, it is probably not care anyway. I do not if I will ever be willing to marry white. losing his father in this way with really not much good at what it regards trust in men. .







And the world goes around, goes around, goes around ...

madness, it's already been 3 days of my precious vacation and instead of happy and relax, I drag in the heart a stone around on the conscience of a load and in the arms usually have a cloth ...

There was ne time off where I could no matter how much was going on at home. Now I can not get it to go there this one Book to read. I, and an unread book! There are little things that show but as a person changed. Externally, there is everything, and nobody noticed the change inside. As the well? I know it's not himself. There are two sides fighting in me. Firstly, the ambition to fight for victory, school super close, pull away from here and be successful. Second, this indifference, which brings me to just lying and the ceiling to stare (which I emphasize in the rest time should).

I could run up the walls, all this is so me on the nerves. I retire, I want to do it just a little silence. But the trouble will be larger ... I see you hardly yet we never talk .... I'm tired of the calls, tired of having to listen to what my father is all terribly! They should act, but before that she's afraid. And they did not want to lose me. I will not even move, let go the one year in the U.S. ...

And then they played from their Joker. All the years I had felt guilty that she has come over me to Germany. But that debt was bearable because I imagined myself. Gone with the tolerability, the sentence still sounds in my head "If it were not, I would be home and to live"

you probably thought I stop by this sentence. But something in me has stirred itself. I am rarely angry, I'm relaxed and quite a quiet person. But at that moment it was boiling in me. I have not replied to this, but at the moment it was clicking in my head and I thought: Take care of them!

It is wrong to think so, right? She is my mother. She has a Quantity sacrificed for me. But I'm no angel, nor a perfect man. Although I know it's wrong, I will go. I can not anymore. I would not want to destroy me!

you have only themselves to blame. My parents taught me to be alone to manage themselves. And now? Yes, now I'm not afraid. I do not care if I left without family and friends. I'm about to feel loneliness as freedom and the age of 18 ...

I want to get out of my old life. I want to people who know me and understand me. Unfortunately, that does not here. I have hidden for too long and I still do. Whenever I am in the Palace, I would like nothing more than real in which one or other Poser to be. Whether this is ridiculous or not, that I have brought it so far that I know these people better, I do not care. I would like to be taken only once in the arm. I just wish that someone says, hey, you need not do this alone.

It is sad. I can not remember when I was the last time someone in his arms ...

But so what? I'm still and the world continues to turn without having to worry about the insignificant people who want to to be alone with someone ...

Monday, March 2, 2009

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hearing the rain drops ...



rain is something wonderful. Today when I was walking down the streets without an umbrella, I could feel every drop. Cold and tiny it dripped from the sky.

inexorably it rained down on me and I felt as would flush the water falling down to me all the expense of the soul. The sky was so bright gray, the camera could not catch each. Is the indomitable nature, even if we humans believe we have control about it.

But when this feeling had not been moving - entgegenzublicken heads held high the rain drops - just changed my mp3 player to the next song.

I never thought that a tune could be so apt to be worth enough to compare with the dance of tears of heaven.

"For Elise" by Ludwig van Beethoven.

An exhilarating feeling embraced me. The game sounds reminiscent of the rain. An innocent fresh rain. Quickly and gently slides the music, sometimes gentle over the keys away, sometimes lurid in the fight against any resistance.

I can only recommend this combination to try out again. Anyone who dives like a moment in a non-existential world, as I do.

Friday, February 27, 2009

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It begins ...

...

My own account. Let's see how often I'll post here, because otherwise I can rarely gather my thoughts.

One thing is clear: I will be here talking to yourself.
No, I do not mean that no one listens to me, but just the form in which I will write down my thoughts.

I ask no regard to my messages.



They exist only for its own sake.

Monday, February 9, 2009

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Thursday, January 29, 2009

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past

I am singel again. are the nearest hour second

minded cause the death
as anxious as a child, hidden in the room next door.
weghetan you with knives.
the broken foot to stop
and the jaw to be silent.
For it is the pain of writing up
hate is all you stay joined.
Thou hast thy own grave dug and the coffin
have taken for you.